so, i've done college -- atleast, a semester of it. things feel like they are in a good place. i dunno. academics are in the air, but as far as relationships go, i feel like i've made lots of organic bonds with people. some of my connections are also mechanically solidaristic, but hopefully over time i'll be able to ween myself away from them. i've looked for geuineness in people, and for the most part i've gotten it.

so, now i'm heading home. hopefully, to shoot lots of photos and listen to music and read and perhaps write poetry. it will be nice to reenter peoples lives. perhaps i might even work at vive... the only thing i don't want to do is sit on my ass. when things are demanded of you all the time, like at school, you demand more of your time. i don't want to be idle for the next three weeks.

goodbye from new haven :::

whenever i talk for long enough, i spew forth fascinating statements. here are the some of the conclusions that i have arrived at recently:

nirvana's music was not apathetic, it was non - self righteous cynicism.
because we live under a (media induced?) false consciousness, all opinions are two dimensional.

i went to a mudhoney concert in nyc on friday. the people standing next to me at the show smoked three joints, and i reeked of smoke when i got home. i've been spraying my afro with perfume for the past two days so that i don't have to wash my hair :)