ghosts. they are all ghosts. i've lost them all. my anteceedents.. my grandmother, my grandfather.

i feel so defeated

things i don't like:

sore throats & headaches
high pitched laughs
spending 12+ hours in the library
final exams
soilders who attack iraqi civillians armed with "shoes" (ooh, how menacing, really...)

ACK

No conception of rationality that fails to accept
irrationality as a part of human nature is truly rational.
- andy

wise words.

rough draft 1 (scribbles): "arrested" instinct, "accquaintance-ship"
melinda is getting ass on the bfc (bodily fluid couch) and i'm not. no, never that...(whales and poverty, whales and poverty...)

haven't posted in a while. it seemed appropriate to utter an "ACK".

to express my collective disgust with everything that is in its entirety our world.