i got a kiss on the cheek today (woo hoo)!
no. not from him. anyways, platonic? i guess, in the end, the question amounts to whether i think i can get good lovin... which is to say, i first have to evaluate the quality of the potential lovin. movie starr action -- yes/no? or teenage boy action? i mean, if its going to be gross, awkward, sloppy teenage boy action, i might as well just go ahead and 'ride my own mule down the grand canyon.', yee haw!
Saturday, March 01, 2003
Thursday, February 27, 2003
i had a funny conversation with lev today about boys. he's so smitted with his lady.. you couldn't smack the smile off of his face ...
i also realized that i have a HUGE amount of studying to do over this next week if i don;t want t flunk out of school. its going to literally be excruciating... immersion begins now!
i also realized that i have a HUGE amount of studying to do over this next week if i don;t want t flunk out of school. its going to literally be excruciating... immersion begins now!
"President Bush, making his case for war, said a new government in Iraq would help spread democracy across the Middle East"...isn't this the same man that defined freedom in terms of open door trade?
i've been in a most peculiar of moods today... a good, energetic, empowered, radiant type of mood. perhaps because i am wearing a happy shirt. . . i also went to the library staxx for the first time, and they kind of turned me on:)... lots of potential, for sure. in bad news, my throat hurts, and i still haven't gotten back into the habit of doing homework. oh well
i've been in a most peculiar of moods today... a good, energetic, empowered, radiant type of mood. perhaps because i am wearing a happy shirt. . . i also went to the library staxx for the first time, and they kind of turned me on:)... lots of potential, for sure. in bad news, my throat hurts, and i still haven't gotten back into the habit of doing homework. oh well
Tuesday, February 25, 2003
i hate dining hall food.
i hate dining hall food.
i almost died eating at branford yesterday because i put mayonaise on my mashed potatoes by accident instead of butter. i started feeling really nasty real fast, so i got in bed around 7:30pm (for the gruesome details, see the previous blog). i'm currently entering my 24th hour of cruel and unusual stomach pain. and to top it off, i've got a fucking head ache. the other terrible thing that happened today was my history teacher asked me what my name is.... now im going to totally get busted next time i fall asleep! aww shucks!
i went to harmony place and konjo tonight, and that was cool. i'm currently proofreading hy-ho's paper. it looks like this will be my second night of not doing any homework. blah.
6 more days until the dining hall close (strike) and i eat good...yesss
i hate dining hall food.
i almost died eating at branford yesterday because i put mayonaise on my mashed potatoes by accident instead of butter. i started feeling really nasty real fast, so i got in bed around 7:30pm (for the gruesome details, see the previous blog). i'm currently entering my 24th hour of cruel and unusual stomach pain. and to top it off, i've got a fucking head ache. the other terrible thing that happened today was my history teacher asked me what my name is.... now im going to totally get busted next time i fall asleep! aww shucks!
i went to harmony place and konjo tonight, and that was cool. i'm currently proofreading hy-ho's paper. it looks like this will be my second night of not doing any homework. blah.
6 more days until the dining hall close (strike) and i eat good...yesss
Sunday, February 23, 2003
its raining out. i walked home at 3:30am from old campus, and when i got to my door, i jumped into the biggest puddle that i could find. converses and all... my feet are wet, but i feel good.
i may be melodramatic, but i have become increasingly in touch with the way i feel, and i have been having mood swings like crazy! ( i apologize to all those who i have im-med while disgruntled...) given a random sample of friday and saturday nights, half of the time my face is plastered with a manic smile, and the other half i am absolutely teeth-gratingly miserable. tonight was cool, yesterday sucked ass ... it took 30 minutes sitting in the rain to recover from the stir-craziness. last weekend was AMAZING, but the weekend before pissed me off. i think the week before that, things were good. for the first time, something/someone has really gotten under my skin... its obnoxious and exciting at the same time. at the very least, it reminds me that i'm not existentially dead.
this 'questioning' has reached the bounds of its own logic -- it makes my head hurt. i half don't care what this is really all about anymore, i just don't want to keep contemplating .
i may be melodramatic, but i have become increasingly in touch with the way i feel, and i have been having mood swings like crazy! ( i apologize to all those who i have im-med while disgruntled...) given a random sample of friday and saturday nights, half of the time my face is plastered with a manic smile, and the other half i am absolutely teeth-gratingly miserable. tonight was cool, yesterday sucked ass ... it took 30 minutes sitting in the rain to recover from the stir-craziness. last weekend was AMAZING, but the weekend before pissed me off. i think the week before that, things were good. for the first time, something/someone has really gotten under my skin... its obnoxious and exciting at the same time. at the very least, it reminds me that i'm not existentially dead.
this 'questioning' has reached the bounds of its own logic -- it makes my head hurt. i half don't care what this is really all about anymore, i just don't want to keep contemplating .
