the product of half a sem of chinese:

weishenme tanbulai..
weishenme tanbulai..
weishenme wo gen ni tanbulai?

sleater kinney, far away (chorus) - why can't i get along/ why can't i get along/ why can't i get along with you...

my sisters visit tomorrow. my personal affairs are still messy, hwr. i feel like some garbage collecting is due.

in other news, there is a big tub of tofu in my fridge. makes me happy

it is totally unfair of me to construct my moods this way. this stops right now. right now. period.. ( i mean it) there are so many good things here. so many people that make me smile. in order from last time made me smile ... lev, samar, osvaldo, meara, kanishk, sunny, tess, lance, jade, melinda, niiamah... well, sure there are others --- if you aren't listed, that just means you haven't made me smile in the past 2 hours. blah blah blah. i am going to sleep.