after spending way too many days holed up in the house (in front of the computer and the tv), i visited my high school, and saw erica and candice. i still don't necessarily feel like i've managed my vacation time well. i don;t know. i also feel a bit like i've been searching for something that's absent... one of my basic necessities as a human being is to feel cared for by the people that i extend myself to. for instance, not replying to my emails is not okay. i read a lot into silences! ... oh well.

( translation: if i speak, its because i want to be spoken to. thats the way it works, clear? call, response. i say banana, you say banana. i have every right to be offended when the system doesn't work on account of YOU.

p.s please email me grievances if you think i'm similarly ignoring you. i'll mend my ways, i swear!)

right now, i'm watching unfaithful for the love (ahem, sex) scenes. sappy

( translation: why is diane lane banging the frenchie? i want to bang the frenchie! )